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2004-06-08T12:49:14Z

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why?

2002-08-23T12:51:44Z

I can't cry. I've been concerned about this for sometime, though I think that it's confirmed right now. All I want to do is crawl into bed and sob on my pillow- and all I can do is sit awake in the corner feeling depressed.

Now the benefit of noticing that you can't cry for sometime allows you time to assess the possibilities. Here is what I propose.
1) I've burnt my tear ducts... granted, not pleasent but my optomitrist did warn me about not wearing sunglassess yarda yarda.
2) I have indeed wasted all the tears one is allocated in life.
3) I've created a psychological sitgma associated with repressed emotions from previous experiences and attached crying as the release mechinism. So crying would make it all come back- and not crying helps to repress.
4) I'm doing that whole performance anxiety thing- can't do what you're concentrating about....
(okay there are more floating around my head).

Anyway while I was discussing money stuff with mum, everything from the past months and of recent that has troubling me managed to surface... I felt so shit I couldn't even get out the seat to storm off- or at least collapse in bed. I hate me. I was I could tell mum everything but I think she'd freak out- I want her opinion though, I'm getting ready to just release on her... scary. See money must be the root of all evil.

NB: Brisbane was very beautiful today which is why the pictures made it to the entry. (Though we were aiming in getting toliet grafiti). Sam and jasper_sun are the front and center. Oh also my photos are in the Mirror Project and I'm actually quiet like the 2nd one. Anyway the links will appear shortly.

grrr 8am start

2002-08-22T21:48:24Z

Okay now I'm pretty darn annoyed. The only computers I could find where mac (*shudder*) and I typed my whole entry... then I tried to copy and paste it and all I got in return was a "". Yes a single to make my morning even more delightful.

Anyway you do know you have arrived too early at uni when all the doors are still locked and alarmed- which leaves you wandering around campus to find a computer lab that is actually open. *bitter* But at least the day has warmed up already and the rain looks a like it's going to be a little less intense than that past week. I really don't want to be here- is it wrong to leave as soon as you've arrived, even though you've just driven across Brisbane? Speaking of which leaving home 10mins later than I did would've resulted in an extra 30mins of travel time, cause it blocks up sufficently all the way from home. But no- I leave home, have a dream run and get here at 7:20, grrr for an 8AM start... I should be sleeping.
</rant>

Oh and my email box is just filled with rubbish, I think it's going to be one of those days... yeah I should of know better than to put stuff on a Friday, especially alot of stuff I don't enjoy that much.

brisbane - not so beautiful the next day

2002-08-22T13:20:32Z

bitter... yes. why won't it stop raining. I think that Brisbane may have to invest in a new slogan- though I'm not suggesting 'the smart state'. Gee, the weather is so off.

Imelda is back again and has inspired me to take out my digital camera again. Anyway you must remind me to upload all my links again.

Oh and there are 2 new pictures of Stradbroke and 3 new in 2002. Oh, I've joined the Mirror Project. I'm sure a link will appear shortly.

Grr, I should be in bed, I have to be in a tutorial tommorrow morning by 8am, and it's past midnight already. All well, I have a 2 hour break to collapse in the great court!

Oh most exciting news, Motor Ace and Speedstar* are performing in a concert that I just happened to get a ticket for today. In fact 12 of us in total are going now, so if your not- you should be asking yourself why.

...and remind me not to take photos while driving in the rain.

Filler Links:
Motor Ace
Speedstar*

Money!

2002-08-19T00:38:15Z

Yay, I have money again, time for food! mmmmm

Pwhoar

2002-08-19T00:11:56Z

It's not surprising how much your body can hate you after working two 10hour shifts with only 2hours sleep between them, and then instead of collapsing in a heap- going out to the AM's. At least I wasn't drinking, I'm sure that it wouldn't of made this feeling any better. But talk about major caffinee withdrawls, considering I spent all Sunday work drinking poweraid and coke, it's a wonder my hands aren't shaking any more. I do however have to depart to uni about now, to keep jasper_sun company in her big brake... and I think you should just wait to get a report on last night from her than me.

As you expected...

2002-08-15T01:56:51Z

You tell me I'm a slutty drunk, and apparently I am! :P

My life as a old man

2002-08-12T23:33:02Z

Well hasn't this week been a blast. I open for you with my tale of three... three old men.
1) Old man in the RE that took it upon himself to come up an talk to me, regardless of the fact that I was surrounded with friends that were making pleasent conversation. Thanks to ALL my friends that sat and did nothing, were would I be without you! :P This however does raise that fact that Sam has won the Life Time Bud Achievement Award, by removing me from said old-man-at-bar-situation. BOOYAH to you Sam...

2) Old man in Taxi, who stopped to pick me up as a ran down the hill to make the bus I had to catch cause my wheel is flat and the spare tyre I have is some ridiculas excuse for a piece of plastic. I got a free taxi ride to the main road (which was very nice indeed)...

3) Old man in elevator, who made pleasent conversation about my shoes... as we went down the shaft (shutup) and out onto the street...

Okay I'm sick of ranting now, I have to try to get these printers to work in the psychology computer labs, otherwise I'm off to the commerce department. Though I'm also stealing power from the Uni to charge my phone so I can SMS people today when I get bored in lectures. </rant>

redenvy @ 2002-08-12T00:43:00

2002-08-11T14:43:11Z

fuck

BOOYAH!

2002-08-08T13:24:35Z

Here are some delightful photos I just found at jasper_sun's place of that party at Ian's not too long ago.

I had the most bizarre thought tonight when I was at work. I was in a meeting with 2 manages from work, discussing business operations, other employee's job prospects and stuff that could GREATLY affect people's live. And this is me, that would avoid anything negative with managers cause they scared me- and now they are basing decisions on my input.... scary indeed.

Grrr, I have uni at 8am tommorrow morning... and it's tutorial. I can see me staying for 5 mins, get the handouts and leaving... falling asleep in the great court and ignoring the day at hand. Glorious.

is anything sacred?

2002-08-06T06:43:50Z

Okay, I do tend to go to the same place if I enjoy the service, the food is good, the person who works there is hot, hell half the time I go back to the same place because nothing is closer.

I have two seperate movie stores, at which the staff know me by name. A subway where EVERYONE who works there knows me, (I think that it is in the training manual), and now a McDonalds. That's right at one of the thousands of McDonalds stores that populate the planet, I'm know as Andrew- and when I went in today I even go an appology from the shift supervisor about getting parked everytime I go through the drive-through. *sigh*

I think it may have something to do with me tring to be friendly with the staff- working in retail I know how fucking frustrating when the customer won't even say hello to you. Anyway it does pay off, I get free subway cookies (mmm, double chocolate) and cheap movies!

Excessive alcohol = Good working day!

2002-08-03T11:26:34Z

Arrh Speedstar* and Drag where most awesome (or so you would say if you are stuck in a bad early 90's movie). Free CD's and all. Ask jasper_sun if you don't take my word for it! (Arrh yes, shameless linkage). Oh yes working 7 hours on no sleep is a fun event...

Well I finally uploaded the Stradbroke photos (okay I'm doing now as a type) so have fun. I have pulled out some selected photos, that you are just going to have to see in person I'm sorry. :P

remodel

2002-08-01T15:12:16Z

Well I was told that the layout I was using sucked. So I decided to revert to my last format. It's no where near finished and I'm in extreme need of sleep, so you are going to have to deal.

I don't understand why we always want what we can't have. And the more impossible it seems to be that you'd actually get your wish, the more you crave it over everything else. Good grades, happy family, loads of money, a never ending packet of Tim Tams are all fine examples. I'm sure there is a moral in there somewhere...

Uni uni uni tommorrow. I'm enjoying going, but I'm not really doing much work for it. I suppose that is what Sunday afternoon is for- oh wait, I work Sundays now... Arrh the never ending excitement of my life. Well I'll get the photos on the web tommorrow hopefully if I can get a scanning program on my computer (which doesn't have a CDROM so you can see how easy it isn't).

Yay! Speedstar* is playing tonight. Most cool, everyone is welcome to come, it's $12 at the Zoo and is on around 10pm. SMS me if you want the details.

Oh and Anne forgot to tape Dawson's for Dawson's night... for shame.

Photos Ahoy!

2002-07-31T12:21:25Z

Just a quick note while I furiously upload the photos. The gallery can be access from the like above that says something like "website | photos". If that is as confusing as mud, you can here.

Hehe, I was just looking at my mood indicator half a month ago. It's funny how different you can feel in just the space of a week. I think my mood has completely reversed. It's kinda trippy.

Ramblings and movement.

2002-07-30T11:38:19Z

My site has just become photos and ramblings, so a host change has been in the works. Welcome to the latest exciting installment of redenvy.net, hosted @ livejournal. My photo gallery will be back up shortly with all the holiday fun. (Note; don't head to the city on a Sunday to process photos, you will pay hideous amounts.)

Uni is rocking, sms me if you are bored at UQ cause I'm starting to hang around there too often. I'm also getting most excited about seeing Speedstar* and Drag on Friday PM. You are all most welcome to join the festivities.

On other exciting news; Erin has joined the livejournal fun.

Reviewed

2002-07-17T23:15:20Z

My most favourite TV show ever:

This is a story about an ordinary teddy-bear. When he was made, they found something wrong with him, and threw him away like a piece of rubbish into an old dark storeroom. Then from outer-space, a spotty man bought him back to life with his cosmic dust. He took him to a magic cloud where Mother Nature gave him special powers. That bear became Super Ted!

It does make you think though. He was thrown away because there was something wrong with him. What exactly was wrong with him? It’s a tad worrying the fact that he has these special powers and we have no idea why he was thrown away in the first place. For all we know, he could have a split personality, and one day he might flip out and destroy the entire planet. No-one thought to check these things, did they? All we know is that there was something wrong with him. He looks perfectly healthy to me, so that’s why I now have a phobia of teddy bears.

He shares his humble abode(s) with his friend Spotty, who was the guy who rescued him in the first place. By day he’s your average walking talking teddy bear, but by muttering some secret words, he becomes Superted!

Wonderful stuff, but there’s always a bad guy. In this case, it’s Texas Pete with his sidekicks Bulk and Skeleton. They’re always up to something or other that causes a problem for someone or other. But as with all super heroes, Super Ted always wins the Day.

Down With the Wench

2002-07-12T00:47:51Z

It's really wierd when your manager is getting you in on trying to get someone fired. He wants to get rid of her so badly but needs more people to complain. In fact the staff are so eager to get rid of her we are just out right asking people straight out.

Work is a sucky suck hole. Though I suppose that's what everyone thinks. I can breath easy that the store manager is on our side. Grrr nice thoughts... good pleasent thoughts.

Movies:
Teaching Mrs. Tingle
Angst